treasure

Seeing how much you have changed makes me treasure you more everyday (: Every single bit counts and i see you changing juz to make me happy...i really appreciate it. Everyone asks how we manage to get through it and i juz believe its possible. I know it is..cuz its with you (:

bleh

maybe its juz me. im asking too much.

i love my friends (:

Finally remembered to call pee today and i'm glad i did (: Really miss talking to her and there are juz simply too much things to talk on the phone. Updated each other on certain stuff..but there is definitely more which i forgot and cuz of insufficient time due to the workload we both have.

Carn't wait to be back in sg for the hols for more of such catching up sessions..where we can talk face-to-face and have our shopping therapy together! Really looking forward yea! ^^

Good luck to pee, xiang, janna, esther in their upcoming exams!!! Not forgetting the trilympics peeps too!! The finish line is nearing. Cheers!!!!!!!!

thoughts

Juz watched grey's anatomy season 6 epi 6. Its a really good episode..thats how i feel. It tells a lot about the things happening around in our lives. Mistakes that can cause irreversible consequences, in these sense, death of a patient. Everyone is simply so caught up in their own chase of ensuring their future in the hospital and they fail to realise what their purpose of their job is. The purpose is a simple yet difficult to achieve. Responsibilities are shirked when it comes to finding out the truth and the blame game starts. Issit that difficult to take ownership of the things one has done and realise that they are all at fault? Guess things aren't as simple as it seems.

On the other hand, I felt that the small little things that doctors do make a great impact on the patient's life. Sweet words and small talk goes a long way...helping the patient through difficult times and getting pass the pain phase. May seem weird for a doc to do that but i guess helping the patient isn't really all about treating the patient with medications and stuff. Its everything about the patient..even if it means stepping out of comfort zone, juz like how little grey had to control her emotions within her.

All doctors have a common goal, a simple yet difficult one to practice, so i shall end off with something i really like that han said at the end "that's our job. didn't you make any mistakes? weren't you distracted? we are lucky our patients didn't die and so we didn't get caught."

a little more

Done with human dev mid sem. Went alright..juz one qn which i'm not really sure of the ans but it went well overall. Still got my med chem mid sem which is next mon as well as human dev presentation on wed! Would have a slight breather after that before i start on my article and lab reports again.

Oh dear...need to start on MCAT soon too! Shall start this weekend. I must!!!

muddle head

Biggest blunder i made in a looooong time. Walked into the lecture theatre this morning and all ready for my med chem mid sem. Sat down and waited for a while cuz i was early. When the clock slowly approached 10, I was starting to wonder why there weren't anyone here yet. Things din't seem right and i went out to take a look. Met one of my friend who is also doing med chem and asked her is there the mid sem today?

BEST. the exam is next mon not this! Realised i'm such a blur queen. How can i ever mixed my exam up and this wasted my whole week end away studying for something that wasn't gonna to happen. Could have spent time doing my presentation this wed and studying for my human development mid sem. Carn't believe myself.

I know whose fault it is!!!! Its all HIS fault!!! Bad bad influence from him :( think i spend too much time with him already and need some other kind of good influence :P ahahhahah.

Last week had been a rather eventful week and i got to catch up a lot with my parents and the rest of the family. I miss them so badly!!!! Rae is becoming so much cuter and its like 6 weeks since i haven't seen her only?? She has grown tonnes and become so much cuter. Daddy is still forever so funky and funny! Loves to make funny jokes and i love talking to him. But the careless him slipped and fell into the pool while holding rate and playing with her. Injured his back and i really hope he will get better soon. Jie and mum are doing good. One is busy trying to get goods to sell while the other is busy catching up on shows :D My mum's fav..haha i think its cuz of the influence from me :P Carn't wait to be back home on the 17th dec! LOOOOOKING FORWARD ALREADY (:

Last night was also an enjoyable and interesting night! I love having these kind of talking sessions cuz its with you...learning more about you everyday (: i wanna go back homeeeeeee now!!!!!

counting my blessings

Phew...i'm really thankful for what i got and it was the best outcome that i totally didn't expect. God really does wonders in my life and i'm so grateful for everything (:

Happy happy gal at the moment (:(:(: and one who is also being dearly loved <3<3<3

- One more week and busy week would more or less be over temporarily -